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Wednesday, 26 May 2010

Best Books Ever..

2 posts in one day..But boredom strikes so I thought I would put my favourite ever books!

1. Hamlet (Not even kidding. Greatest work of literature. I could read this forever.)
2. Beowulf (Seamus Heaney translation...Such a close contender to Hamlet. It is brilliant.)
3. Northanger Abbey (Austen)
4. The Castle of Otranto (Read below!)
5. Snippets of Beyond Good and Evil and Thus Spake Zarathustra. (Snippets as I have read all of Beyond G and E but not all of thus spake Zarathustra. But I love Nietzsche because he has the most intensely passionate writing style and in spite of the fact that he wants you to think and to challenge his rhetoric style just makes you want to proclaim it. Which is kinda the point.)
6. Jane Eyre. (Because it's brilliant.)
(Depressingly for an English student, I only have 6 favourite all time books..I can't quite make it to ten..but then that is because it takes A LOT to make it into my top 6 :-)

Its quality not quantity..



I'm aware I never write on here, mainly cos its what I do when I am hideously bored or outraged and I haven't really been either with the amount of work I've been doing. Though I have been outraged. But it's containable. :-)

Anyway, this happens to be one of those times where my outrage and enthusiasm outweighs my preoccupation with anything useful. (I already made brownies!)
Firstly, because I have gone from being completely apathetic on any gender issues to becoming (I swear) an angry feminist. This is a very odd experience. The last time I got this annoyed I was 14 and swore I was going to join the army and prove myself.
Anyway, my annoyance now stems largely from literature. But any kind of recording. It took me a long time to read the bias in literature. Any literature. But I think it was because I have become interested in very obscure topics such as Lilith and Polyxena.
I recently had to write an essay on Polyxena: who is one of the most fascinating topics of the literature of Troy. I won't spell it all out because I will end up rewriting my essay. But according to some accounts she was instrumental in the death of Achilles and completely involved in the fabric of the story. But no one knows who she is.
Similarly, Lilith, Adam's first wife has been completely written out of history to the extent that my spell checker doesn't recognise her name. However, she is mentioned in much of history: according to my sources she is in the dead sea scrolls and Gilgamesh and the bible. Texts that have shaped our lives. She is absolutely completely hidden in plain sight. Because we only see what we are conditioned to want to see.
Anyway, rant over with that bit...

Here are the books I have been reading recently:
1. Horace Walpole- The Castle of Otranto: Ok well I can't figure out how to move it so you will have to look up.
But seriously one of the greatest book I have ever read. You start of thinking it is a bit melodramatic and clichéd. And the first bit maybe is true. But then you remember that this is the first Gothic novel. This started an entire tradition. And it is an exceptionally thrilling book. The language and the secret winding passage ways and the gothic house and the hero/ heroine/ villain. It is one of those rare novels that so completely transports you into another world you almost drop pout of this one.
2. Ishmail Kadare- The File on H: Ok I pretty much love every book I have ever read but this one is brilliant. (It may sound boring) It is about two Irish American Harvard scholars who travel to Albania to study epic poetry and oral tradition. Particularly Homeric roots in Albanian poetry. But it is actually hilarious. It is part satire and the Albanian's think these crazy American's are spies. Part of what makes them suspicious is that the Albanian they speak is academic...so it would be like somebody wondering around talking in Shakespearian.
3. Eva Ibbotson- The Secret Countess: Guilty pleasure. I love Eva Ibbotson...even if her books are aimed at kids. :-) But they are just so fairytale-esque in a modern sense. Her heroines are captivating and modern.
4. Philip Roth- The Human Stain: An African-American man who was taught not to be who he is. So he concocts a lie which stays with him til death. I found this book had so many dimensions, from the ambiguity of language, the forming of intellectual minds and elitism, the question of race and the question of motherhood. I think one of the achievements of this book is its ability to get inside each persons head. He goes beyond 'He feels...' She feels..' and creates three dimensional characters even for the people who do not get full sympathy for the writer..

Umm...so thats mostly it. Apart from to say that I watched Prince Caspian last night. Which I loved. I shouldn't because it just reiterates the whole good versus evil absolutism. And by extension the use of costume, weaponry and tradition gives the film/book a heroic, chivalrous (and underlying British) feel. It may be attacking colonialism in so far as they are helping to defend Narnia from those who wish to conquer it but it still feels like they are telling it from a very anglo-centric point of view. (But I do absolutely love these type of books/films!)
Also just look how beautiful Prince Caspian is!! (Once again I posted it twice by accident and can't delete them!!!!)



Sunday, 14 February 2010

Have you noticed how within our society there is a need to prioritize the good over the workers, to quote Marx, 'The worker sinks to the level of commodity and becomes indeed the most wretched of commodities. And how true? With the development of the Capitalist attitude which has become very nearly inherent in our society, and which we need to unlearn, the need to own everything is dehumanising us and elevating the commodities we produce.

Humans ARE not machines, but the work ethic our society demands suggests so.
Our society is centred towards the production of goods to trade within the economy. That has become the fundamental base of our society. Our economy. Screw morals and emotion and the things which as humans, should drive us fully towards a way of living that reflects our intellect, but everything we are is reduced to a commodity.
Our education system is a system which reproduces the expectations of us in a work place, that of production, and a production which we feel alienated from.
The origins of Capitalism are arguably Calvinist (according to Weber), it is concerned with hard work and the idea of living a 'good' life. (Not getting tied up in their beliefs of predestination.) Yet this idea has mutated, from the key to Calvinist beliefs of a moral life or in this case a human life, to what has become modern day society. In which people are not valued unless they can produce commodity in the form of labour or in the form of production of commodity.
For example, we see a person living on benefits, specifically those who do not deserve them, as a drain on the economy, and they are, of course they shouldn't be living off of other people's hard work if they CAN work, however, no one sees the person behind it, who is desperate to feed their family, or cares for the community, because many do not value the individual, they only see the heard.
Or someone, who works hard cleaning, making pittance, and is not well regarded by her 'superiors' , but this person could be the one person who could make a difference, to her work place or to the world because of who they are, but they are ignored because they are judged purely by what they contribute to their society.
And consider the person who always has his ideas heard because he is top dog, he earns £150,000 a year, wears the suit and presents himself in a way as to suggest success within the finiancial sector, a contriibutor to the economy, but he is a horrific person, he lies and cheats, evades his tax (which costs the government a ridiculous amount more than benefit fraud) and stamps on other people to get what he wants. But no one cares because he is doing good for the economy.
What I want to contest isn't so much the place of Capitalism, but the desire of it to remove the people, to undervalue humanity because of money. Surely, financial gain shouldn't be the driving force. And I realise as I write this, that I have too been conditioned, I will leave uni and go into the 'market place', I will be bought, sold and sell myself (in a non prostitute way) because that is the driving force behind our society.
(Ok yes I sound like a crazy Marxist (but im not, honest!!)
Xxx

Sunday, 24 January 2010

Exam time in the rest of the world...

Having read 15 pages of The Iliad, I felt it was time for a congratualtory study break, and so I came on here to release my boredom..
I am listening to the Bangles Manic Monday, Bonnie Tyler Total Eclipse of the heart and researching things to do in London, when I go for the second time this week, on Wednesday.
I am meeting my mum on Thursday, so I think we are going on the London eye and a couple of museums, maybe V and A and National Gallery.
On the Wednesday I'm thinking Imperial War Museum and St. Paul's Cathedral...I would go shopping but have absolutely no money at all other than what has gone into train fare and hostels...


I am curretly reading' White Tiger', which actually a really good book, it won the Man booker prize. It's also narrates the life of a man born into poverty in India, in what he refers to as the 'Darkness', and his climb up the social ladder. It is all done through his letters to a chinese statesman, he narrates the real effect of India's economic position, the role and development of the entrepeuner, and the real side of Indian democracy, all through the narrative of the letter. I think he starts killing people quite soon though...I think he becomes a psychopath..we shall see.
It is such an accessible book to read, it is one of those books, in which the narrator is supposed to be of low social standing and poor education, but his observant nature elevates the narrative style. It's awesome!
Also reading the Iliad, that's just a lot of greek men in skirts, not particularly interesting, all that has happened so far is that they steal each others women and have a fight about it...
Also, just looked at my ticket for London, 9.30am, here's hoping I'm not going to be standing all day!
I haven't really done much else...
Ergo Bibamus
Xx

Saturday, 23 January 2010

LOL!

I am being suitably lazy considering my lack of work AND exams...so have been searching random stuff on here for a while...here is a pick of the best! WAYYY to much time on my hands...

Watch this..I dare you not to cry! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGODurRfVv4.

And Http://epicwinftw.com/page/4/?ref=chzb4

And!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-G60UCeXFp0&feature=player_embedded# Its like charlie and the choclate factories squirrels!










Wednesday, 20 January 2010

Once again Insomnia!

Ah! Yeah still an insomniac...but the good news is I am now officially free of Middle English! I have twelve days off!!
I celebrated the end of exam (singular) with all the awesome Englishy people last night, and am slightly ashamed to admit have a few blank spots and a mysterious cut on my hand.
I would like to recommend Frank Turner (lol sorry sophie, but come to his gig!!!)


Erm...sorry my brain is not at its best at this time :-0
But also have a glance at Sleep talking man..its HI-larious.
Furthermore, my How I met your mother interest has become obsession, it is AMAZING! Truly!
It is one of those things, when you can't sleep, I have started cleaning my room, I now have a clean desk, miracle! Mostly clean floor, and all my clothes are hung up!
It's a little bit of an achievement, trust me, I am completely the world's most messy person, it's actually ridiculous!! Although, there are still bags of rubbish scattered round my bin and empty chocolate boxes!
Right now, attempt to go to sleep, seriously. Hoping this is successful!
Peace Out!!
Xx

Monday, 18 January 2010

Insomnia...

Ok, so on the eve of a biiig ass exam, I still cannot sleep, but I am just staring blankly at any work, so have come on here to vent my frustation at this!
And splurge all random musings that come into my head, such as, how Tony Curtis who used to be rather a good-lookin' fella...


Now looks like a Sontaran...


Ok, for those of you who are not cool and do not watch Doctor Who, you will have to go look up Sontaran cos I'm not mean enough to put a lookalike picture next to it...in case Tony Curtis googles himself, and being Tony Curtis and having a lotta money, he will then hire a hitman to kill me....Tony Curtis if you read this please don't hire a hitman!!!
Pretty much the extent of my thinkingness really, I mean come on it's three in the morning, my thoughts shouldn't go beyond comparing movie stars (awesome movie stars) to sci-fi warlords...
Also I think everyone should read Philip Larkin's 'This Be the Verse' and then the other dude 'This be the worst', very funny when you read both side by side.
Though I watched a section of the news or the one show, not sure which, about how Philip Larkin is remembered primarily for this poem and not many others which are far more poetic and brilliant...It is a very good poem though!!
It also gets you thinking where most families fall within the middle ground of the two poems, how many children's lives resemble that of Larkin's poem...I know mine resembles far more 'This be the worst' but I was lucky to have such a family and I think that's the shocking thing about Larkin's poetry, many people, such as myself, find it hard to imagine a family with that much resentment and blame.
See this is what happens when I try to sleep! I get random thoughts floating through my head...I have drunk far too much coke today! I really cannot sleep!!!!!
I think I may put Blackadder on til I fall asleep....
Adios Xx